Cannibalizm 101

The past couple of dats dear slim here has been doing pretty good. Trying to be more social, it really does put me in a better mood, but some people just make you feel like an idiot when you talk. Like for instance, today I after school I was hanging out with this girl names Vanessa, her mom gives me a ride home after school so I don't have to walk anymore. Well, I was hanging out with vanessa and her friends since her mom coems like twenty minutes late almost every. Maybe more like 15 minutes late.... anyway, a ride is a ride. Well, I was talking with some girl named Suzena and I really didn't pay much attention to the other guys name. well they had said something and I do my little wize crack and they looked at me like I had said soemthing so stupid it was torturious. Then I remembered who I was talking, a rich blonde girl that doesn't get the easiest jokes, and a guy I had only seen once before but didn't talk to. Well, I felt like an idiot with their stareing so I turned away from them and their silence and turned to some other people's conversation, I didn't know these other people either. Basically, I know like twelve people that are good friends at this school, and they all ride the bus. Then I met Vanessa, but when she notices I am left out of the conversation she will bring me in, and when I disapear to get a drink she is worried about where I am. She is sweet, hopefully I will get to know her better, she seems like a pretty cool person. I have been studying for a history test that was supposed to be today but my history teacher didn't have time to make it so we will have it tomarrow. I don't think I will do that poorly on it, just not all that well either. haha. Er.... yeah, I think I have been feeling like an idiot more and more lately, people are just not getting how I am. In art when I say soemthing people will look at me funny, laugh, and shake their heads saying "This is comming from Amy, what do you expect." I am getting so used to being called Amy that I don't hesitate when they say it. Even sometimes when I send emails I will sign as Sarah~GrandmaRose~Amy
I sign as all of those at once because I guess I am different personalities and each name fits it. A friend told me that and set each name to a personality I have. Veyr sway.
Ok, that reminds me that I have been delaying for a few days in sending a friend of mine a email.
So I should be going.
Laterz